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Male Fluid Sexuality More Prevalent? I Say No S#IT About Time Someone Said It!!!!

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As I prepare for the CatalystCon East 2014, I was so happy to come across THIS article on a recent study which identified fluidity in sexuality is not reserved only to those who identify as women, but similar results can be found in similar portions on individuals who gender identify (GI) themselves as male.  The only difference was GI women, when given one choice of sexual prevalence would choose bisexual over an extreme gay or straight identifier than GI men.

This study went on to show, GI men given a single choice would identify at one extreme or the other; however if the GI male is given the option to choose more than one identifier, a great deal would say predominantly keep the extreme an primary and secondary identify the other as well.  This is evidence of evolving sexuality preference in both sexes.

This makes a lot of sense to me, as this idea has been floating around my head for many years now.  I grew up in a place and time where men were told they can only be onto women and any deviation from that made you “gay”.  The “joke’ (it is not really a joke, but a homophobic stereotype under the guise of humor) by Andrew Dice Clay was that “…either you suck dick, or you do NOT suck dick!!!”  I remember hearing that disgusting statement from the time I was in my mid to late teens.

So since my mid to late teens I have lived under the rule in sexuality must be either/or rule than the concept of AND, since “bisexuality is only acceptable for women,” there by leaving me extremely confused about my feelings for all the people around me.

Even back then, I knew I was attracted to women a lot more than I was to men, but I always wondered why, sometimes I would think of men in a sexual way.  I did not know how or who to voice this thought as it would place me in a label I did not feel truly represent how I felt or thought   The closest socially acceptable way I could voice how I felt to other was adopting the statement when I found a man attractive by starting the statement off with, “I am secure in my sex and masculinity to say that” usually a male actor’s name “was attractive.”

My thoughts and fears concerning homosexuality were even further fortified when Quentin Tarantino’s “Pulp Fiction” came out and I witnessed the brutal rape scene of  actor  Ving Rhames’ character.    The scene did illicit strong emotions of rage, which that scene should, however in my uneducated mind; I equated the attack to homosexuality and not to the viciousness and savageness of the rapist’s actions. This left me even more confused and angry at myself for so many years for being so ambiguous with my feelings to everyone to include myself.  This anger at myself stayed with me up to and including the first time I was raped about 10 years ago. 

Now back to the article, I feel people should not be limited to a single identity.  I do not fit the same mental thought patterns I did yesterday let alone 20, 10 or even five years ago.  Then why should our sexual identities be any different.  Place that with the de-stigmatization of anal sex as studies are finding the greater population (both men and women) are enjoying the act in greater numbers (READ MAY 2013 SURVEY RESULTS HERE) without associating it to a homosexual act.

So from this point on, when I am asked about my sexual orientation, the only identifier I will now provide is that I am “sexual”.  That does not mean I want to have sex with every person, a generality like that would equate if I identified as only heterosexual, I would have sex with every female and the exact opposite if I identified homosexual.  To those people I would remind them everyone has standards and likes and dislikes and free choice (with consent) to be sexual with the gender they so choose to be with at that moment,

I have to give a lot of thanks and CREDIT once again to the wonderful Sabrina Morgan (@SabrinaMorgan) for this epiphany.  She was the one who provided me the link to the  study on anal sex not being identified as “gay sex” and started my journey on DR. JUSTIN LEHMILLER web-site “The Psychology of Human Sexuality”  (http://www.lehmiller.com/welcome/) site and I read about the idea of sexual fluidity in men as well.  

So let me say this to you now Sabina, thank you!!!  I love you for all that you have done for me this year. Also a BIG THANK YOU to Dr. Lehmiller, your studies are having an impact so keep up the great work.


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